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Sunday, January 11, 2009

Currently
Just Dance
By Lady GaGa
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

so its my mother's birthday today and also my parents' 29th wedding anniversary. i know right, wow. 29 years it actually happens, so much for hollywood putting 10 years as the ceiling on marriages haha. my mom is an incredibly strong woman, who has endured a multitude of hardship in her 51 years of being on this earth and even though everyday was an uphill task for her during her youth, she always would tell me how to use those circumstances as learning lessons and in a way, some sort of pruning of character. sure, we fight/yell/annoy the hell out of each other but she always comes back first with an apology no matter who's done wrong. it amazes me that such a tough woman, raised my sister, brother and i (of course my dad too), with as much love as someone who had been freely given love and taught to love, when she had not. she who would forsake herself to put us first and neglect her own needs. this is the selflessness of a woman i love and treasure, and i can only wish/hope/pray that she'll live to a ripe old age and see me live the life she always wanted me to have. happy 51st birthday mom! i love you <3

PS. yes mom, i told you to let the original photo be now jie's photoshopped one makes your eyes look wonky (vainpot haha)

<3

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Thursday, December 25, 2008

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

i will be stuffing a chicken tomorrow (haha no not turkey, the family vetoed it because they said the meat's too dry lol) roasting it and making pasta and salad for our annual Christmas luncheon! i know its been awhile since i last blogged but i'll try and start an update soon :) laziness and procrastination combined is a pretty lethal thing haha hope you guys have an awesome christmas!

<3

ps h8 you chloe can't believe it's snowing after i left :(

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Friday, November 14, 2008

	i think i've finally come to terms with it. stuff happens but life isn't all that bad. good things still happens in abundance, so there's really nothing to be mopey about yes? thank you guys <3
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Sunday, November 09, 2008

just one more day

my heart is in a few broken pieces right now. i gave myself 1 day to get over it but i guess you can't really put a limit on your emotions. she has never been anything but a friend, albeit a noisy barking one, but she was always there when you needed her, always waiting in the same spot everyday to welcome the family home, or anyone really, upon entering the house. we'd joke that if a burglar came she'd probably go up to him for some endearment instead of biting.

i think more than anything, it was a huge shock. she was so young and so healthy. except that saturday, vet said it was poisoning so injections was given without even a whimper from her and we brought her home. she was so weak but upon reaching the living room she struggled to stand up to sit on her favourite chair. then she went to sleep and never woke up. it made me wonder whether our efforts to revive her were lackluster and insufficient.

i tried being in denial but it doesn't really work. her waterbowl still sits in the same spot, along with her towel and blanket, her favourite chair worn out from the scratching; far too many memories to throw away. honestly, i don't want to experience the pain of losing someone close to my heart anymore. it's tiring and i've gone through this about 4 times in the past 3 years. i'd like to think that she's still there looking out for us. it helps makes the day more bearable. thank you guys for your love & concern, i'll be okay <3

in loving memory of joy
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

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Paper Trail
By T.I.
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TAKING STEPS ON H20

wow, its been a ridiculously long time since i last posted. i think the constant nagging feeling of having to blog is gone but i will try my best to. alot of times blogging is a way of expressing myself but i get too lazy or busy to continue. I do however, want to look back and keep my memories so i should start blogging more than i do huh.

anyway, these few months has gone by in a hectic blur, its scary how time flies so fast. i hate that some of the people close to my heart are miles away and i miss every single oneeee. chagiya was talking about the 5 persons i would want to take along with me if the world ended tomorrow (besides family) and it just made me think about the people i love and miss. too many wonderful people, too little spaces. you guys are all so beautiful to me, you know who you are <3

P.S (obviously not you b-ellzebubb hahahaha jkjk)

little snippets of the past few months of birthdays, lunches, dinners, late night suppers (lump of larding haha), shifting house, painting rooms, long talks and walks, ikea shopping, friends and fun :)

more to comeee
xx

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